The boring bits are the hardest part.
When I am making something it’s easy to do the exciting, interesting, fun bits.
The bits where it feels like something is happening, or at least it feels like I am making progress…or even when there is some great struggle to be had.
The in-between bits, that’s what gets me.
It’s hard to see that any of the effort is worth it when I am bored and nothing much seems to be happening.
I suppose boredom is hard to interpret in a creative process.
Does it mean things aren’t working and that it is time to change something? Or are things about to all click into place and something amazing is about to happen?
I feel like boredom is like anger. It is an emotion that is a front for something else altogether.
But what, I wonder?
Restless, shifting, in transition, searching, uncertain, curious, contemplative.
Yes, I’m wondering what’s next.
I think that’s it.
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