The last two nights I’ve had frustrating dreams.
Dreams where I am caught between things.
Trying to pack to get to an aeroplane…but the room I’m in is a mess and taking me ages to clean up and the people around me keep interrupting and I have no idea who exactly is coming to pick me up and when they are coming and if they will arrive in time to get me there and if I will be ready by the time they arrive…
At the launch of a new dance company that I am involved in, but it’s not quite clear how I am involved, and the event has been hijacked by another ‘board member’ and they are doing all kinds of things that are completely irrelevant and everyone is becoming bored and about to leave…I finally ‘take over’ and start getting the thing on track but I don’t know what my job is (am I the choreographer? Or?) and so I have no idea what to say to everyone…
I like to think of my dreams as my subconscious working through something…
What am I working through?
What am I frustrated by? What am I trying to get ready for? What role do I want that I don’t quite have?
Are these dreams trying to tell me something, or not?
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