Oh…I’m not good enough.

 Oh...I'm not good enough. Drawing Luke Hockley.

Oh...I'm not good enough. Drawing Luke Hockley.

Dear Self,

I look up at the marvelous creations of the people around me and I feel a terrible disappointment in myself.

Sometimes.

I see their magic and love the magic.

But sometimes I feel like I’m not magic.

Sometimes.

I’m not enough.

I think I just want to be good at things without any effort.

That hardly ever works though, does it.

Because magic looks magic because of all the hours of practice to make it look magic.

Sometimes I do something magic.

Not as often as I’d like…

But sometimes.

Perhaps sometimes is enough?

Love

Luke.

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Day 812