Will I have time?

Will I have time? Drawing Luke Hockley

Will I have time? Drawing Luke Hockley

Dear Self,

Will I have time to do all the things I want to do?

I’m back at that bit where things are going very well and I start worrying about dying.

It’s my little saboteur that fires up when I start to really get some momentum.

What purpose is it serving? I wonder.

Is it a part of me trying to stop me taking too many risks so that I don’t get hurt when something doesn't work out?

Or is it just a way of undermining myself, an old habit.

Does it really matter?

I don’t want to have this conversation anymore.

Surely, in a full exciting life, the answer will always be no, no you won’t have enough time, so enjoy the time you have.



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I’m performing a reading of selected Dear Self letters in the Melbourne Fringe Festival.
Dear Self – Friendship.
 September 16th/23rd/30th (click the link, click the link...)