I’m not in a good place right now.
There is no justification for it. It is just how it is.
I’m not in a bad place, there is nothing to worry about, but I just don’t quite have my mojo on and that is a bit disconcerting.
I’m continually undermining everything I am doing with unhelpful thoughts.
I feel like I’m in that bit where a caterpillar has made a cocoon and has dissolved all of its self-inside the cocoon but hasn’t quite reformed yet as a butterfly.
The good news in this metaphor is that eventually a butterfly comes out, we just have to be patient.
Is that my lesson here? I need to be patient?
I can hear the clock ticking.
I just want to be good at everything right away without any effort and then be happy and make lots of money and change the world.
So, I’m finding it hard to be patient with all of this.
I need to let my subconscious work on the problem by cleaning things up.
I’ve known this for days and haven’t been doing it.
I need to clean out my computer (start up disk is full) and clean out my studio (too many piles of paper and boxes of stuff)…
I know that this kind of clean out gives me space to reinvent the new.
So just do it already.
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