I am free falling.

 Free falling. Drawing Luke Hockley

Free falling. Drawing Luke Hockley

Dear Self,

Ok, so I get that it is not going to be exactly like yesterday.

I get that.

I am down with that.

I am completely ok with that, but…

What exactly is it going to be like?

I think it is unreasonable of you to expect me to leap without knowing what I’m going to land on.

It is very unfair.

Unreasonable.

Oh my.

Do you really think this is a good idea?

Like, now…or should I wait a little longer?

Ok, you count and then I’ll jump.

No, no, no, I’ll count, let me count. I’ve got this.

3, 2…

Are you sure this is the right thing to do? Couldn’t I wait just another few months?

Right, yes, no, nothing will change. Yes, I’ll just be back here standing on the edge.

Ok.

3, 2, 1…

I’m in the air.

I have no idea what’s below.

I am free falling.

Luke.

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Day 414